so you clicked this link , your most likely feeling like shit or just curious. please know im not a doctor im not a hero i cant save you , only you can save yourself, please keep reading, do you have anything better to do?If you are feeling suicidal now, please stop long enough to read this. It will only take about five minutes. I do not want to talk you out of your bad feelings. I am not a therapist or other mental health professional - only someone who knows what it is like to be in pain.
FUCKING HELL, SHUT THE FUCK UP ALL THOSE THOUGHTS HORRID THOUGHTS IN YOUR BRAIN SHUTUP TELL THEM TO SHUTUP YOU KNOW THE NEGATIVE ONES.
alright so they quiet, JUST FOR A SECOND TRY TO BLOCK THEM OUT, shake your head, focus on this text
now dont leave stay read this, forget your youtube, your facebook, put down your phone, razor prehaps.
please,
okay still here good.
I don’t know who you are, or why you are reading this page. I only know that for the moment, you’re reading it, and that is good. I can assume that you are here because you are troubled and considering ending your life. If it were possible, I would prefer to be there with you at this moment, to sit with you and talk, face to face and heart to heart. But since that is not possible, we will have to make do with this.
and no im not going to be like a fucking hipster blog and tell you to smile, your beautiful!
yay lets swim with dolphions, and no i dont give a fuck if that offends anyone.
its true.
still with me, ? if so stay
please,Well, you’re still reading, and that’s very good. I’d like to ask you to stay with me for the rest of this page. I hope it means that you’re at least a tiny bit unsure, somewhere deep inside, about whether or not you really will end your life. Often people feel that, even in the deepest darkness of despair. Being unsure about dying is okay and normal. The fact that you are still alive at this minute means you are still a little bit unsure. It means that even while you want to die, at the same time some part of you still wants to live. So let’s hang on to that, and keep going for a few more minutes.
alright, your life may be shit, like beyond, like fucking crashing down, your mind is going insane, you can barely read this anymore course the tears in your eyes are making it hard to see.
WIPE YOUR EYES,
GIVE ME ALL YOUR ATTENTION
RIGHT NOW
you better be here, i know how it feels to be sad, and no im not just fucking saying that, no i dont fucking know you, and you dont know me, but im a human i know what sadness feels like.
and i quote, no one fucking no one deserves to feel sad,
or depressed, whatever is making you sad, in the back of your head theres a little voice, that’s why your still here that is why you are reading this…
yeah i know, its there listen to it,
” things may be beyond shit, you might just want to close your eyes and die, but you cant.
i dont care how bad you want to,
DONT.
YOUR’E A HUMAN
DO YOU WANT TO JUST BE A NUMBER?
A STATSIC?
TEENS COMMIT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY,
all they get is a facebook page, and leave a broken family behind.
when you were a little kid you were so happy! you had some many dreams, and you never thought that you would get like this? i know i didn’t? i never thought i would be writing this but i am? but i know that im still that kid, i have the ability to laugh to smile to be happy like i deserve and i am going to fight until i get it! JOIN ME?
please dont be one of those teens that silently leave please.
i need you!
IM NOT JUST SAYING THAT I DO
I REALLY DO
if you give up,
should i just give up?
please please
i know your still here
i know that voice is still there.
i know you can hear it
listen to it, still here better be!
one day you’ll break away from all the sadness all the tears , all the scars all the bruises all the heartache, and youll be happy, i promise you i promise,
please believe me ,
i honestly promise with all my heart, one day youll break away from all these chains and be happy,
why?
how can i say that?
im not,
its that voice in the back off your head,
i know its there
and so do you.
please don’t do something you will regret but never be able to take it back, please you have a life and the power to live it, so do it prove everyone wrong that called you names called you “emo” called you “pathetic” etc PROVE THEM WRONG YOUR NOT JUST GOING TO BE A STATICS YOUR GOING TO BE A SURVIVOR
YOUR GOING TO LIVE YOU LIFE, HAVE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN AND TELL THEM I WAS A SURVIVOR!
please dont leave us.
sad, mad going fucking insane, let it out, you dont know me, i dont know you, but i know that i honestly do love you.
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